Antiquities

It's been years since the last time I got into a relationship; too young to be in such scenario and too curious to fill in my curiosity. I was in third year high school when I got into a serious kind of relationship, but in all honesty, I was not into him. I think I was just too blinded by the fact that, the guy was so kind and thoughtful that I end up saying "YES". First few months of our so called journey together was fine, did the typical things that couples do - we kissed, hugged and held hands. Misunderstandings didn't forget to stop by us, well, it's obviously normal for couples to be in arguments and as the months go by... our 5th, 6th, 7th and 8th - the time where we decided to let go of each other. The break up? Well, break ups were never easy, I cried inside my bathroom hoping that my mom would never know.The whole relationship stuff was one of my biggest secret - to my family ONLY not until now, they already knew about it.

I just realized that, how much thoughtful and kind the guy is... there will always be a dark side of him. 

 He broke up with me and then got back with his ex-girlfriend, how sad it is for me. 

Honestly, I'm already having a hard time trusting guys especially the guys of my generation. Like, most of them just settle with come-and-go relationships, they find girls as commodities and stuff. It sucks.